I don't think anyone can honestly find a soul mate, though they can find anyone they can love and/or cherish. Relationship after relationship, it seems to be the same thing with me every time. Is it me? Or is it them? Or both? Well, whatever it is, it seems to keep happening. I don't feel worthy of being in a relationship, especially a good one at that. I don't give a fuck, I really don't.
Sometimes I feel as if I could write a book on my life story, and I'm only 16. Is that bad? I've never met someone who has gone through things, all at once like me. I feel as if I need help. May just someone to talk to who will just listen. Not butt in every 2 seconds for their opinion on things.
It's bad enough my family knows I'm depressed, but when all they wanna do is bitch and complain about why they think I'm depressed, when in reality, they have no idea; it's irritating and just makes me wanna stay away more.
I've failed you, but I'm not sorry.
Sometimes I feel as if I could write a book on my life story, and I'm only 16. Is that bad? I've never met someone who has gone through things, all at once like me. I feel as if I need help. May just someone to talk to who will just listen. Not butt in every 2 seconds for their opinion on things.
It's bad enough my family knows I'm depressed, but when all they wanna do is bitch and complain about why they think I'm depressed, when in reality, they have no idea; it's irritating and just makes me wanna stay away more.
I've failed you, but I'm not sorry.
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